tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6196552286601999024.post9011762106859601366..comments2023-09-29T10:18:02.052-05:00Comments on John's Wife: "...in your great mercy, turn to me..."Bevhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13868570044997248642noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6196552286601999024.post-10838748550393332942011-01-30T22:37:01.170-06:002011-01-30T22:37:01.170-06:00Dearest Bev,
I am so afraid that you think I'v...Dearest Bev,<br />I am so afraid that you think I've let you down by not saying a word of consolation before now, but when I read the other night about how desperate you felt, I just didn't know anything to say. I have always told you that my prayer included one for me to not inflict my personal needs on you. I can't pray for you to do this chemo if it is destructive to you and hurting you so badly in every way. I want you to be well, and I want to scream that to the rooftops and the hills and across the oceans. That's how all your friends and loved ones feel, of course. But we all want your greatest needs to be met. That now must be to give you some quality of life. This chemo has not been able to allow that. So, you must do what you must do, and perhaps the oncologist can guide you in another direction-one that God is directing you to go, and our hope is that it is one of healing AND quality of life. We love you with all our hearts, and I always remind you how precious all my children are as they pray for you several times a day without ever forgetting Mrs. Bev. <br />God will bless you and John and reward you for the way you have influenced so many for Christ,<br />Barbara and AlanBarbara Johnson-Clarknoreply@blogger.com